I woke up this morning at 6:15 so I could go exercise before Daniel left for work. I zipped out of bed, threw on my running clothes and left the apartment with water bottle and fruit bar in hand. A few moments later I arrived, on foot, to my gym. But something was not right: Dark. It was dark! Then I notice the half sheet printed up and taped on the door. It went something like this:
Due to unforeseen circumstances Wisconsin Health and Fitness is closed. You will be getting your refunds...yadda yadda. Sneakers (akin to Golds) will be offering a discount to the suckers who showed up this morning.
CLOSED???
I was just in shock. My little routine of walking with my kids to the gym, saying hi to friends I've made, keeping healthy, having an hour to myself, all just crumbled. I can't walk to Sneakers. Sneakers charges for child care. If I went with the kids at the same frequency I go now I'd be paying more per month for child care than for the membership. I guess there's the Y, but that's a longer drive and...oh whatever.
And what's with dropping the ball with no warning? Nobody knew last week? Yesterday? I guess I can't say bye to friends I've made there, or the nice ladies who watch my kids, or the hilarious smoothie maker who celebrated every time my kids walked through the door. I don't even know who to be mad at, and that's probably good.
So, I went home, dropped off my water bottle and went on a run outside.
Later, I saw my friend who is an active Christian. She went to that gym before she got pregnant so I knew she'd be interested. She saw I was upset and said, "First, in all things be grateful." Sheesh. Way to be chastised. But really, I had told myself earlier, amidst all the bad feelings, that there was a silver lining. At least I had THAT gym to start with. Because it was more affordable and close, it was a convenient way to start exercising. Now that I know I need and enjoy it, I will be willing to go a little farther to get there. So, Wisconsin Heath and Fitness, thanks for getting me going. But it may be a few days before I forgive you. (now that's not a very nice thank you is it?)